Sometimes I feel left out when I am in this group. I feel kind of lost and not happy. But I don't know how to avoid this situation, because I have to go to the same place everyday.
It feels like the old me is coming back, the old self who wants to BE in a group while trying to keep distance from it. I feel both safe and lonely about it.
I need some help...but...perhaps I don't want any help...
Do I really want a place to belong to? I don't know...
